oh livejournal, how I've missed you!

yes, there are no words to describe just how much I've felt like shit these past few days...I could not even bring myself to make a random appearance in my livejournal.
I'm actually crying to a Fiona Apple song because I feel better.
I had a long, two-part conversation with shawn that just...comforted me somehow. And I actually didn't feel terrible after getting off the phone with Phil tonight either. We still have to have that face-to-face talk about things, but I'm starting to feel a little better about things now.

Oh, and guess who called me tonight? Tim! How...sadly creepy he is. Just some of the things he says and makes up...like how he said he "got laid" by a girl in a Sailor Moon costume at an anime convention(such a lie!). I asked her name, and he said Alicia. After I told him that that's a creepy coincidence, he told me "No, actually her name is Angela."

but now on to the exciting parts of today!!! me, becky, and erica went to greece ridge mall first but we missed the first bus because chris has been being an asshole lately and she ended up crying. It makes me feel better to know I'm not going through these guy troubles all alone.

So then we shopped for a little bit, and phil called me and I almost ended up in tears. Then I decided to try to feel better...and we went to target, then gina joined us and we went to the dollar theater and saw a silly silly hillary duff movie.
Then there was Friendly's!!! And JP, our desperate Asian Waiter that we all flirted shamelessly with. That was so much fun, with so much serotonin. Becky left him my cell # so he could call her later, and he called literally 5 mins after his shift ended. Too bad for becky he's 23.


Ah, and that reminds me, Shawn seems to still be interested in you, Becky. He just has complicated ideas about relationships like girls do. Honestly, he had to explain to me what he meant like 3 times before I understood what he was saying. But if you want nothing to do with him, I completely understand. Because once you've moved on, you've moved on :)

so I've taken the only benadryl I could find in the house. Now, here's to the hope of the times being good again ;)